One step away from the edge
as I surrender my will to thee.
One last wish awaits my soul
as I seek for me,
while life beholds my stream,
I see my strength rising free.
Mother,
let me be what I cannot be
as I am afraid I use my tongue
to be careless and speak to plea;
“as words cures through time,
they foresee our loving tree.
Within the beginning of time,
we run towards the sea.”
May I forgive myself?
As I am one step away from the edge
within my hearts key…
Hold me strong
as I have no pride.
Let me seek for my answers
as I have nothing to hide.
“I Have lost you”
I…
have…
lost…
YOU.
These words speak for my mind.
I Have to believe
that we are lost and I was blind.
Listen to my ohms
my heart speaks of no hymn.
Dismantle me from your soul
and find me within evening dim.
I Close my eyes
while you let me decide.
“Do we shiver our love?”
Your heart was cold as I was denied……
To be in love
while in faith we have lost.
I have shared my heart
with you to be easily tossed.
To seek pieces of my heart
within stars of time
you have healed my trust.
To believe that no time
can behold our home,
the gazing skies of wanderlust.
As age defines beauty
they say;
“To love and to feel
we have to wonder in mystery.
as the stars look upon us
We have more than one history.”
Just before I will do an another “Bloggers support bloggers” I want to say; It Is time to acknowledge the person who started all of this project. She Is still amazing that she did such small “pay it forward” tribute to the rest of the bloggers. So as we know WritingsbyJM started this project a while ago and to me it was fun doing the first time. I had some inspiration today, some spare time left and thought; why not another “BLoggers support bloggers”. So please, check out her blog and have fun. ONE CLICK ON PHOTO AWAY……
Yes, this is what I’m going to do. As my loving mother always have taught me; “Take care of the ones who are new in a place.” The reason behind that thought is that we all are afraid when we come to a place we are not familiar. I Too was afraid when I first started this “blogging” world, but over time people have welcomed me with their warmest hearts and showed me that this is a safe place to be. So, I want to do the same to the “younglings”. These people that I’m gong to “support” are new and have been really supportive to me. so, I want to give them all a shout out! I Hope we all can pursue this kind of harmony and prolong the love!
Silent Poetry is your name and silently you go through the blogging world. You are still new in this blogging world and you already have been really supportive. Trust me, I always take my time to repay my favor to one another. As I love to “pay it forward”. Your writing is lovely and raw from your heart. As I could relate to them. I Want to thank you for all the love, support and for being a lovely friend! To my followers I want to say; CHECK OUT HER BLOG!
Show a little respect and love. Silent Poetry will do the same for you!
Anjali, you have been always kind to me and my work! I truly always appreciate your loving comments. They always motivate me to keep on blogging! You remind me of a sunshine that brightens our skies! Always taking your time to respond to your followers! On the other side, You always blog so diverse, but yet so true and so you! You always seem to amaze me with your work! Still young, but ready to conquer the blogging world!!! Don’t stop any day now, We need to Chase The Maximum Life!! anywhoooooo, Ladies and gentleman, I demand you to check out her loving blog!!!
Show a little respect and love. Anjali will do the same for you!
Soni, You always have been so amazing and loving to me! You inspire me to write and to share. Your comments are always loving! You have such an amazing soul. You set your soul free in your writing and you share us your heart with no shame.
Show a little respect and love. Soni will do the same for you!
J.M, your work, your comments, your tributes, your love and your amazing heartfelt honesty has gotten my soul! It’s such an delight to know you as a friend, a supporter and a future to be author! Nothing can stop you and we all know for sure you will make it one day! Just believe in yourself as much you believe your soulmate is waiting for you!!! Don’t ever give up. It’s always fun reading your work, and the loving comments you leave me when you read my work! Thank you so much in many multiverse I can give you!!!
Show a little respect and love. J.M will do the same for you!
The last one of today; Miss K, You always seem to amaze me with your love to my work! You come and go, but when you come you show your love and leave us with grace as we will not forget you! I want to thank you for all your kind words and love you have been giving me! But honesty, I just can’t wait until you come back and share us your work again! I Know you have been busy, but you are not forgotten. Please have fun.
Show a little respect and love. K will do the same for you!
The last one of today; Nebula, Gosh. Yes you are a blessing in this community. You have been so kind, active and creative at time. You surprise me with your questions every time, but I love them so much! I love answering them and I love to wander by your thoughts! I Want to thank you 10000 times in advance and this will also be my last “thank you” (actually I’m lying)!!
Show a little respect and love. Nebula will do the same for you!
Just before I check out I just really want to show my appreciation to all my followers, readers and lovers. You all have been so kind to me. I Mean without you I would not have made it through. It’s the little things I appreciate and you guys give me a reason to be thankful! TO YOU ALL I SAY; don’t stop believing in yourself, always make sure you Capre diem and never forget to smile. It’s easy to forget to smile every now and then, but gosh… When we humans smile we are so beautiful. You get to enlighten the people around you, So why should we frown. Yes, I too have bad days and not very cheerful, but I always try to remember the good things around me. So, lets have fun and be childish every now and then!!
With much love & inspiration written by me,
(Just 5.6 ft. tall with a badass moustache and eager to grow as a writer.)
Jojo Al-waealy
Part 3
Let me be without the rising soul
for I start with a story to tell;
“Mother, I ask thee to hold my hand
as I am afraid of the darkness without lightning spell.”
Guide me throughout earth to whereas
the ohms of the night speak with me.
To linger with my thoughts
I ask thee for one opportunity;
“To be one.” as I close my eyes and smell the sea.
Let me be,
as hope clears into ashes,
the one of absentee.
Good morning, day or evening ladies and gentleman. I Hope everyone is doing well today? First, just before I start my today’s subject, I want to tell you that this is actually not my usual day to post. But, this is not just any day post for me. It’s not about poetry or nomination. Today, October the 16th, is a special day for me, because one year ago I quit smoking! YES, I QUIT SMOKING FOR AN YEAR NOW AND THAT IS WORTH FOR A CELEBRATION!
So, A little more than one year back; I have been a smoker for 8 years now. Tried couple times to quit smoking, but the longest I didn’t smoke was like 3/4 weeks. I Always had a excuse ready for why I couldn’t or didn’t want to quit (like many had/have). Eventually something changed for me, I still don’t know what, but my mind switched the switch and decided that I was done smoking and had to change something to achieve that. So, I love to google like most of us do, and I did days of research for tips, helps and tricks to leap and start. I Needed a motivation so what I did and still do, the amount money that I used for cigarettes (weekly) goes to my savings account. This is 45 euros a week, 55 US Dollars, 3900 Indian Rupees. Just so you know what I used to spent on cigarettes. But, to stay motivated I needed another reason. Why was I saving the money? I asked myself! I WANT TO GET MY MOTORCYCLE-LICENSE. And this is what I did, I kept saving my money until I had enough to start taking lessons for my motorcycle-license. It took me about 8 months to achieve that goal! And I’m still happy that I have taken that leap of faith! Because I got my motorcycle-license on August the 4th, BABY!!! Now I’m using the same method to get myself my first motorcycle next year.
I’m going to be honest as well; It wasn’t that easy for me every day. Sometimes I just wanted to give up, but I kept the promise to myself and whenever I was in doubt I just looked to my savings account. Without that I’m not entirely sure if I could celebrate today. I mean I didn’t ever believe I just could stop like that, For me something big had to change in my life to get a reason to quit. Getting my first child, changes like that would have been a good reason for me.
While in progress of quitting I truly focused on my own key of happiness. What did I love to do, what do I want to achieve, who do I want to be. I Have asked myself these questions every day. I Have tried everything I could and I have laughed my ass off while doing it. Seriously, I tried to lower the pressure on myself and didn’t tell anyone the first 2 months that I quit smoking besides the people that I work with, because they almost see me every day and I wanted to warn them for incase I would be grumpy. (didn’t really have those days, only hangry). So, I changed the peace in me by trying out new things, by being more open to new things and just have fun every day while I try to achieve my goal. My journal that I got for quitting was for me a get away for the moments it got harder, and while I wrote in my journal I got used again to write my emotions and things like that. I Mean I still remember that I always loved to write, loved poetry and especially because this was a get away card for my thoughts and emotions. Months into doing this I got inspired to share what I love to do. To write and to inspire. So, little google, little research and boom…..Covid-19 struck us all, this was my sign to really start doing what I love. Mid April I went live and have been posting 4 days a week since then. Every Monday, Wednesday, Thursday and Saturday (And Sundays for the nominations).
Yes, in darkness we have to celebrate the little things. If we want to achieve greatness we have to celebrate the little steps towards our goal. This has given me so much back. The moment that I stopped smoking I also decided to go to the gym to better my health, and even that I still do. I go about 4 days a week to the gym, and I have been taking the bike to work instead of public transportation. I Have started my own blog that I have been loving. Nothing could really beat me down. Yes of course we all have bad days that we have to go through, but I can be honest with myself at this moment and thats to say that I am happy with whom I have become today.
I Want truly know what has become your little celebration? What do you want to share with me and or us? I Mean, with all the Covid-19, we still have to appreciate the little things around us. Have you been doing that and do you want to share the story with me? You could do it with a blogpost, in the comment or send a private letter to me. I Don’t care how you do it. Just do it! (I did not steal that slogan from Nike.)
With much love & inspiration written by me,
(Just 5.6 ft. tall with a badass moustache and eager to grow as a writer.)
Jojo Al-waealy
Part 2
Let me catch you
while I reach out my hand,
as they taught us
about the beauty within the promise land.
I Seek for validation in you
with an eye away.
To withhold me from sinner’s rose
I speak of no devil’s sway.
Let us melt into one
prayer of hymn. While I seek
for my words,
the unspoken thoughts,
they keep me away from dawn.
To share hope of light
with mother’s delight, we speak of no black swan.
Hear me,
Oh’ let me be spoken loud,
As they have fought
they will conquer us proud.
Part 3 (To be continued)
Part 1
From moon ashes to stardust
this is where it all began
a battle fought within our hearts
as we departure to the rising spirits
they seal our lips from the unsolved.
A World’s freedom away from
frightening thoughts that behold us
within the dusk off nothingness which
breaches our strength
in a dawn of a new time of being involved.
Part 3 (To be continued)
I Wait and seek for my words
as they come not easily I’m afraid to show
you my pain within.
To whittle and linger,
I wait for the time of right
as they feel like thoughts of sin.
My precious desire of beauty
I prolong thee as I’m a misfit
whom is terrified so easily thin.
For I have been,
to believe from the begin,
there should not be these words under my skin.
To hear while I wait I seek not for my enemy
as they enclose my soul
they reach for my mind, but to only be known for when.
Thank the blogger who nominated you.
Answer the 11 questions the blogger asked you.
Nominate 11 bloggers
Ask your nominees 11 questions
Notify your 11 nominees
You know, this is the second time that I have been freely asked if I would love to accept this nomination and I’m going to be honest with you guys. I love doing these nominations, the reason why; Is because It gives me a simple reason to share some things about me for you guys to know. As many of you already know I’m a open book and always ready to answer any question you guys might have!! Like many that I have spoken agree with that. It’s easy to hide behind your screen, but hard to get to know one another. So, this is a easy way of doing it for everyone to see, and not just by comment sections! So yeah, have fun reading al my answers!!
So, Little movie quote (edited) just before I start this “Thank you” part. (I’m gonna make “you” an offer “you” can’t refuse!!!) YES, you read that right. I’m going to make you guys an offer you can’t refuse; You all have to check out Soni’s Thoughts blog. First, because she has nominated me of course, and second because I tell you to do!! Feeling like a badass mad man, but trust me I’m as cute as they come. LOL. back to the point. I Want Soni To know that I’m thankful for this amazing nomination. We just have met 3 weeks ago in this blogging world and she already has become an friend and supporter! She is still new in this community, so lets have a fun ride together and make sure she will have a safe and sound flight with us! CHECK HER BLOG OUT, just one click away!
This has changed so many times over the years. I Can remember that I was a night-writer (night-writer sounds like Knight rider. Loved that show), eventually that has changed over time. Now I’m good with any time of the day, Just need my classical music, no distraction, keyboard and the words to inspire me! no more, no less!
Hmmm.. The farthest I can go back to remember writing my own “stories” and make believe thoughts I was like 7/8 years old! but didn’t really grow into it until I was eventually 12/13 years old! ( gaming was totally cool thing to do back then)
Yes I do love reading books! The genre varies with time. one moment its horror, than biography or comedy/drama. really depends on my mood, so my favorite book of the moment is; Too many to name at this moment!! Ps, this is not the title. there are just too many! LOL
Be yourself and have fun! Don’t pressure yourself doing this! We all start as “newbies” in this world and the only way we can learn is from others, to accept that you can make mistakes, and that you always should have a reason doing it so you can set a goal for yourself and reach the highest pleasure of achievement!
I Wanted to be everything I could be; First, I wanted to be a cop. Second, I wanted to be a Dancer. Third, I wanted to be a doctor. Fourth, I wanted to be an actor, and this hasn’t changed over long long time, but eventually I noticed that I loved writing as well. So, I’m just finding a way how I could manage those two things at the same time. Connecting with people that’s my prior one goal!
To connect with people. To give them feelings, thoughts and emotions! I Want to be that person who inspires you, who makes you laugh and cry. I Want to make sure everyone is who he or she is supposed to be!
My tips that I can give what I do myself is; Have a scheduled training day when you go to the gym/have a walk or sport centre . whatever you desire to do. By scheduling you obligate yourself to train and do it every time when that day comes. So you wouldn’t have any excuses or whatever.
second, One cheat day a week is acceptable , and please; CUT OUT THE SUGARS!
I Myself have done both actually. Home workout was because of the Covid-19 and Gym, because of the gym membership. And at first the home workout was acceptable, but eventually it got boring and it didn’t do much anymore for me. I missed going out home and going to a gym. So, my advice is; Go to the gym!
I would still write, but I wouldn’t be able to share my passion with you guys!
My writing is a reason to express my feelings and thoughts. So, I truly always try to share a piece of myself with you people. The pain that I have felt once, the love that I have carried or the pleasure that I have experienced once in my life. My goal is to show the true me to you guys and by opening up and being honest to myself is how I accomplish that! Everything that I have written is based on true moments and thoughts!
Eventually I hope one day I can be one of those persons who makes enough money while writing and can say his hobby became his day job! But, at this moment I’m just having fun and do what I can do best! “Today is the day to achieve your goal and tomorrow is your proper fight!”
I mean it. To all I say you are all Nominated for this award. Feel free to answer my questions and whatsoever, lets be creative and share me your loving stories!!!!!
So, Just before I end this again I just want to thank you all for the love and support! As I said, I love answering all your question. So feel free to ask me as many ask you can! I’m a open book, and I hope you will be the same to me! If ever in the future you want to know anything or just don’t understand what i’m trying to say with my poetry feel free to ask! Only we can learn from one another! So, Have fun and answer my questions, or not! Your desire is my pleasure.
P.s,
“Today is the day to achieve your goal and tomorrow is your proper fight!” This is going to be one of my new quotes!!
With much love & inspiration written by me,
(Just 5.6 ft. tall with a badass moustache and eager to grow as a writer.)
Jojo Al-waealy
