‘mother,

‘mother,

Mother, do you hear me?

Let me speak with my untouched tongue,

in silence I grave for attention.

“Pull me in” and taste the lies among.

Mother, do you see me?

Eyes, closed by day, took me down.

Afraid I was to see,

“to accept” the faith that you were no more around!

Mother, do you love me?

To love, or, to be loved? that’s the question.

I Will be asking myself till the dawn of night,

shimmering light wandering among your confession.

‘Conflate,

‘Conflate,

Once upon a mystery,

stars they are, whereas we read our history;

“To dwell and sweep through mother’s consistory.”

The unquiet heaven watching over our nameless graves,

6 feet under; “Down the rhythms waves,

all being poor galley slaves.”

By no means, whereas we search for the seas,

we shall leave our token unpleased.

By wind and chill we feel thou breeze.

‘hurl,

‘hurl,

With the tip of my tongue I say; “I haven’t lost myself in years”, but yet I asked god for forgiveness in tears. I was ready……ready to kill my fears. Nothing can take me away from my music of the spheres.

With the tip of my tongue I say; “Though I shall run to the underworld and defeat that ever can be hurled”. Never lost nor never won, and for I shall be done. I will hurl that handgun and never lose my hope as number one.

‘too late,

‘too late,

Asking for forgiveness in my heart, breaking every thorn on every rose and feeling regret in my fingers. I am awake, afraid and terrified while my whole body lingers! My father, let me do what I can’t sin! For thou I shall open my eyes thin, as the flower that blooms for the Jinn. Softly feeling the wind touching my skin. I was defined by every little hope I had in faith. Night time, I close my eyes. Dark memories pop in my mind. the sky dark with stars to shine, in search, for my path to find. Going under the wind, rebirth, I set loose every tear. Walls kept me locked down, my dear!

‘Introvert,

‘Introvert,

In my mind counting down. 10, Asking myself; “Am I alright?”

No lost battles at night. 9… The “truth”

Takes my soul away from daylight, 8… I shoot myself while

Running towards my own symphony at 7 from eyesight.

Obey my command; “for I’m almost halfway”. 6… killing my

Very existence. 5… For I am losing this fight!

Erudite”, this is what keeps me standing for my right, 4

Rules is what I need for us to reunite. 3…

Take me away and let me shine bright. 2… 1

‘one,

‘one,

The death talking and breath taken away. “Home” that’s where she has left none helpless. “Hope” that’s what she has given to all! Because; her “smile”, the weapon, is breathless! To hide and to seek. “Hiding” all pleasures away from her highest peak. Streaming off the cliff into the ocean. for she shall not turn her cheek.

‘promise,

‘promise,

Prepare yourself for the worse, because you are the

Ruler of your own verse;

Oh thou beauty has me finding my curse.

Make my sin last until time passes away. Would you believe

In the beauty hidden in the laughter of child’s play?

Seek for what to has come in being honest,

Envy the unknown with your strongly promise!

‘symphony,

‘symphony,

 

Lost in words translation

and guided by your eyes dictation.

If we weren’t god’s creation

we would have been one nation.

so you spoke with me in flirtation so we could build a foundation and yet as lunatic the spirits are we had no relation! when there is a will ‘wherefore’ there was a cold kill. The wind was still and all went downhill.

‘misfit,

‘misfit,

Slowly I’m losing my hope, but strongly I’m gaining strength for me to elope. I’m A misfit for prolonging my desire. They called me the man, the one-word liar. You were my number one prior. Let’s not be both denier, or; shall we act in denial? “looking for life through my own magnifier I shall shoot and regain my crown fire”.