‘vitriol,

‘vitriol,

I asked myself; “Can I rest in peace, if not alone?”

To walk between a bliss

I have to share you my unknown.

As the story goes on, I can’t reckon my soul.

By thou means; “To break me bone.”

And as I counter my throat for your trust

I shall show you my dearest love by the known.

The goddess of love,  

Let us begin with a story to tell; “A twist from to be flown.”

One story,

one chance,

one day of adultery to be outgrown.

You have shown me to believe

in this misery of your own.

I shall not be your sorrow

as you have spoken with your lips of lies,

shared with your eyes of surprise

and cried with your tears of the deaths thrown.

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‘Deviate,

‘Deviate,

When time holds up a mirror to my face.

I seek my own enemy;

“As I get not to see I feel this honesty of disgrace.”

When the feel of deception beholds me,

I foul my heart;

“as there was no mere play at place.”

It’s oddly satisfying to know what is not.

To walk this path down by my chase.

I run towards myself at ease,

as I want to follow my stream to earth.

This has not been me to replace.

As I start from the beginning,

To rise one step;

“I seek my inner grace.”

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‘Pronoid,

‘Pronoid,

‘Oh hear me dream and wander around you

as you lay your beauty on me to see.’

To open my garden of secrets,

to show you my spirit,

to not cry about the truth.

I found my lashing sky of the blue.

‘Oh hear me fall in distance

as I rise my soul for me to pursue.’

I’m not less,

I’m not more,

I’m in between for a greater déjà vu.

‘Oh hear me roar my brawl

as I stand tall for a wider view.’

You see,

you feel,

you are my world that I belong to.

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‘pensive,

‘pensive,

I Want to fly,

sing me a song and hear my heart skip a beat.

To spread my wings and reach for the sky.

For I am one with you to kiss me sweet.

I Want to fly,

and show you my hymn by night.

To wander throughout earth as a butterfly.

with the strength of armour and knight.

I Want to fly,

under the willow you find me sleeping.

To reach for the clouds on a rainy day as a lullaby.

To believe in my faith I have stopped weeping.

I Want to..

I Want to…

I Want to….Fly

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‘Vincent Ethindero Bloggers Award,

‘Vincent Ethindero Bloggers Award,

The Rules:

  1. Thank the person who nominated you with a link to their blog.
  2. Make a post of the award (with a photo of the logo).
  3. Post the rules.
  4. Ask 5-10 questions of your choice.
  5. Nominate 10-30 other bloggers (or more) and notify them.

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First of all I want to thank Lotus Laura for nominating me with this amazing award. She is an passionate writer who loves to write about everything. Her creativity comes from many, but expresses it with writing. Whomever is reading this, check her blog out; Lotus Laura

Questions by the lovely Lotus Laura;

  • What is your favorite thing to write with (computer, phone, pen, pencil, typewriter, etc.) and why?

That’s a easy one, Laura. First off all; My handwriting is rubbish, I mean doctors have even better handwritings than I do. So no pen/pencil for me. Secondly, I think to fast, so writing with a computer is my go to. sometimes I cant keep up with myself. (you really should hear me talk. LOL)

  • How do you cheer yourself up on a bad day?

Whenever I am in a bad mood I always try to write. That’s when emotions run the highest for me to really conflict myself with whatever I’m feeling, or a good classic 80’s movies helps as well, and the last thing what could help for me is to work out.

  • What is one question that you never want to be asked?

hmm.. difficult one, Laura. I’m a open book, but I don’t just tell everything up front. You have to ask me the question before I will tell anything. I wouldn’t mind any question as far as I can say. Just ask and I answer.

  • What’s a hobby of yours that no one really knows about?

Does dancing and singing naked while showering count as a hobby? LOL. ahaha no just kidding, Thats not a hobby of my. Its my passion. I Don’t know, Laura. as I said before, I like to share and i’m an open book. I know that not allot of people know that I am a collector. From gaming to comics to LP’s. list goes on.

  • What is the last holiday you celebrated and how did you celebrate it?

Pfff, I think it was new years eve. (thanks to the whole Covid-19) It was with family and friends, just a house party!

  • How do you deal with anxiety?

I first really get to myself. Try not to talk allot, focus my mind on the thing I have to do. So I wont freak out, and eventually when I have to do the thing. whatever it is. I Do it and don’t see it as a hazard anymore. but, the moment before that I really get nervous and scared. I can admit that.

  • Who to you turn to for comfort?

My table, computer, (music) and words. Thats what helps me to comfort myself. To write, to share and to acknowledge.

  • If your life was a book, what would the genre be?

Drama/Comedy/biography.

  • Do you have any “good luck charms” you keep with you?

Yes I do, My half dollar coin of JFK from 1964.

My Questions to my lovely nominees;

  1. What was you first book you have read that you can remember?
  2. who is your favourite author from the last 20 years?
  3. Did you always love to write?
  4. Your opinion about movies based on book adaptions?
  5. Do you listen to music when you write, if yes; what do you listen to?
  6. What about a chicken, a duck and a dog as house pets? should I or should I not do it?

& My lovely nominees are;

To you I want to say; ‘Thank you implied to all,

Yes, You, The one who made it to the end of my post. Thank you so much al for reading my work, for supporting me every day and making sure I am appreciated by you al. You all are amazing and wonderful people. I couldn’t be more thankful than I already am. You, The one that I have nominated. You truly deserve this award, You al can accomplish whatever you set your mind to. It starts with the most frightening thing anyone could do and that is to”believe in yourself.” If you accomplish that, than you can conquer al! Thank you for your time and precious love! Take care of yourself, ‘One community, one goal. To write and to inspire.”

With much love & inspiration written by me,

(Just 5.6 ft. tall with a badass moustache and eager to grow as a writer.)

Jojo Al-waealy

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‘Ammar,

‘Ammar,

My lips are sealed,

to a flying butterfly in a field.

Hear me speak in silence,

loudly I rise my wings for I desire my wish;

“To be healed.”

Have I not seen the world?

Have I not shown you my inner peace?

to fly a mile to the north by your yield.

Look in my eyes and see the pain that has been concealed.

I am, (What do I say to this?)

I am frightened and alone in this battlefield.

As I believe in a better today,

a sorrow yesterday

and a brightened tomorrow.

I have to lose my shield,

I have to let down my guard.

My lips are no more sealed.

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‘Valorous,

‘Valorous,

In vibrant of the night I close my eyes,

As afraid as I am I hear your voice for a moment

to only hear words of lies.

It was like a symphony,

symphony of cries.

I seek the moon’s light for me to guide

In the night by the wise.

Wandering soul passing through my mind

for an another story to rise.

A chase for their melody

to the buzzing sound of flies.

I Hear no more less, before I do;

I Coarse my roaring into the skies!

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‘Mudita,

‘Mudita,

“Death” my nemesis to be. I Shall not give you my dissenting.

For I’m a star upcoming; you see,

you heard my astrology within the silence

from far away to unrelenting.

See us bright and see us as your guide to be;

and I shall plead my honour for all to flee,

from a story of words beginning from the tree,

to swim, to follow the stream and to smell the sea,

For I share this beauty with thee.

To whittle with my tongue,

honesty has spoken to the young.

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‘Meraki,

‘Meraki,

I Once had a story to tell, from a whisperer to a falling hell.

Should you believe that I was a man,

to begin with a hidden spell,

to strongly believe there was more to brief?

A Man in search for his path to find,

(I Was my own thief.)

To care? For I have found my narrow alley.

To take? You have my spoken allay, such relief.

A Duty from shoulders to fall,

a wisdom stronger by all,

the answer that started my story with a crawl.

I Have a chance to start over,

(For a do-over)

with a new beginning like rising four-clover.

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‘Anagapesis,

‘Anagapesis,

One look,

in silence you have spoken.

That’s what I saw.

From devastating to weeping.

For you have my heart taken,

then

broken.

One word,

from realm of words.

That’s what I heard.

To be sorry,

to be lost,

to be wrong.

the sound of chirping got lost by my birds.

One breath,

To blindly trust my soul.

That’s what it took.

For you have shown me not to,

to lose,

to forgot.

To be in control.

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